Yesterday was alright. Made friends talked, ran round the school together, bought our uniform together, just to realise that it was a tad to big, so I dropped by school just now to change the blouse, than altered the freaking long skirt. Now all I need are my Nike shoes. Lets pray they have nice ones in Perth.
Hate to think about it, but when I get back, I'll be hitting the books straight. No turning back now.
And I hate to admit it, but when I came home after school, I was an emotional wreck. All I could do was binge and cry, I was so shocked to see how many student got retained in JC1. And I have already missed out on like 2 months of stuff, how in the world am I going to catch up. Plus, most of the friends I have made are going to an arts stream, so I have no one to depend on, no one to help me understand lectures, I have NO ONE.
Passed by Zhonghua on my way home, and as much as I hate the freaking people that run the school, I miss knowing the fact that when I go to school, my friends are gonna be there to make a boring day in school less painful. And it sounds kinda dumb, but I miss the classroom as well. I miss sitting at the bench outside the classroom, with papers and books all stacked up, studying my ass off. I miss the study corner all the 5N-ers sat at, studying all way to the night, till the security guard had to chase us out. I think I just miss the whole secondary school feeling.
Just to make myself feel better. Pictures!
Rememeber this.......
I miss playing this. Don't you?
haha. I have no idea how I accidentally uploaded this pic. Burger King, your Dairy Queen misses you.
I really treasure the little notes you guys write to me. And often when I feel down, your sweet words are comfort in my heart.
Unlike others, im not the sort to adjust well to new surroundings. And its kinda shit when you actually need your new surroundings to help you survive through jc. All I hope for now, is just to be able to catch up with syllabus and make some depenable friends. Sounds easier than it actually is.
I need to stop emo-ing.
Sometimes, I think I use the word 'I', 'me', 'my' too much when I blog/text. Makes me sound so selfish.
Damn it! I just realised that since im gonna miss the first day of school, all the freakin students will take up the front seats in class! Shit! Short people like me need those seats!
I miss playing this. Don't you?haha. I have no idea how I accidentally uploaded this pic. Burger King, your Dairy Queen misses you.I really treasure the little notes you guys write to me. And often when I feel down, your sweet words are comfort in my heart.Unlike others, im not the sort to adjust well to new surroundings. And its kinda shit when you actually need your new surroundings to help you survive through jc. All I hope for now, is just to be able to catch up with syllabus and make some depenable friends. Sounds easier than it actually is.
I need to stop emo-ing.
Sometimes, I think I use the word 'I', 'me', 'my' too much when I blog/text. Makes me sound so selfish.
Damn it! I just realised that since im gonna miss the first day of school, all the freakin students will take up the front seats in class! Shit! Short people like me need those seats!
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Try Justina, Try
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