S.J.J.E.L

What does it mean, when you dream about hugging a person you once liked?

Often or not, I believe that our dreams are the emotions of our inner self. Perhaps not all our dreams reflect our deeper feelings. But those that you remember, are those that you hold specific importance to.

Well, I do admit that I still care for him. And yes, I still hold on to many sweet memories I had with him. It beats having no memories at all. But I have made it totally clear with myself that I have lost my feelings for him. When he left, he changed too much for me to understand. And don't get me wrong, cause I still love him as a friend.

In that dream, I did what I have always wanted to do, I said the stuff I have always wanted to say. Though the dream ain't gonna come true, the emotions I felt were real.

-S.J.J.E.L I really do miss you-