All About Self-Discipline

I think I need a shrink.
Twilight Saga is taking over me.
Start homework now.

I'm in Love with a Vampire

Hello world. Been pretty busy, explaining the long hiatus. Nonetheless, I always have something to rant and rave about.

Picked up Twilight from Borders the other day while doing some shopping, and hohoho its SO DAMN BLOODY GOOD(get the pun?)! I have nothing but compliments for this book. Best book I have ever read in my entire life. Yes, that fantastic. I couldn't put the book down from the moment I started, it made me wanna flipflipflip the pages till im done with the whole book, then I faint cause I didn't buy the next one, and I felt like a part of me was amiss.

To fill the empty-ness I hunted high and low for the movie online, and luck was on my side. Despite being warned initially by my sis that the movie was insignificant as compared to the book, God knows I refuse to wait till 18 December to catch it in the Singapore cinema.

Hello Edward Cullen Love!

You definitely dazzle me. Question: Do you use SK-II to get your skin this white? You see, I use SK-II too but I can't seem to become as pale as you. Sigh. Call me and tell me your secret yeah. Oh and I love the way you did you hair.

Kristen Stewart dear(aka Bella Swan) I love your LBD and all but it looks kinda like for the Olympic ice-skating ring. Robert Pattinson Love(aka Edward Cullen) you look dazed. Perhaps you could use some alcohol, or did you have too much? hmm. Did you guys even comb your hair this morning? tsktsk

ps. Vampire Love, the sun dont really shine that bright in Forks, so I see no reason for those ridiculous shades. Burn those Ray Ban's please.

The one and only part of the movie which I really enjoyed was when they Cullens were playing Baseball in the thunderstorm. Thats because that was the only part where I could feel some emotion all thanks to Muse's Supermassive Black Hole music that gave me a slight adrenaline rush.
Honestly, the movie was mediocre. The acting by both the stars wasn't very good either due to little chemistry. I swear I found it so difficult to feel the emotions of Bella. Especially when she spoke of her thoughts, I couldn't stand her voice. Though I give some credit to Vampire Love for attempting those mysterious eyes, but his voice wasn't mysterious at all. Sigh

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I sound like a big fan of Twilight, but I think I can be its worst critic too. I mean for girls like me with little romance to life, sure we love the story. But for those wanting to read it, here's a gist of what you will get. 'I Love you, but you cannot Love me cause Im the bad guy. So stay away from me, but not too far cause Im intrigued by you. Anyway, Im not that bad since I feed on animals not humans. Are you afraid of me? Please say no cause you're my life now' Plus another quarter of the book is dedicated to adjectives describing how gorgeous Edward is.

You know what? Just read the book. Stop ranting here.

I Found You Flightless Bird

No other way to better say

SOCCER GANG

Boyfriend love's got skills. whoo

For the first time in a long time...

I Love You, Is That Okay?

Dear God

Thank You for Getting Me Promoted.

Im trying to fool the Soccer Gang into thinking I got retained.

Cheap Thrills

Wondering bout boyfriend Penshah. hmmm

Dessert Bowl

Desserting at new places with Huiling darling and Sherman love.

Our new place: Dessert Bowl at Serangoon Gardens

Huiling's Mango Ice

I would give it an above average. Topped with ample mango pieces, and a big scoop of vanilla ice-cream, with ice shavings and palm sugar at the bottom.

Sherman's Durian Mousse

The minute you sink your mouth into this, your in for a ride. Well, thats for the durian fans atleast. Upon the first bite, your hit with the strong taste of durian. Thank Heaven's it didn't have that strong durian smell.

My Starwberry Ice

It was slightly diluted, but other than that, it was rather good. Wasn't too sweet, and yes, a big scoop of vanilla ice-cream.

Met darling Thomas at our favourite park, which had lights this time. Talked for awhile till Huiling had to leave, so we had to walk her to my house where her sis picked her up.

The night being young, we attempted to walk to zhonghua, but ended up at the closest coffee shop cause the guys wanted to drink, which than lead to eating too. For one, I didn't know that coffee shops would be open at like 12midnight. You would figure their reaction from the new revelation I had.

Its the same old deal, talk and talk and talk. Walked me home, talked some more. Reached my house, and they went to admire pretty much every car in the carpark before they left.

Darling Thomas is closing into getting his bike license. You know I can't wait.

All of the people start to rush. Start to rush by.

To My History Maker's...

Just as warm as the sun was in the picture, it gives me that warm and fuzzy feeling.

Look close enough and this picture is what I would describe as LOVE.

Yesterday, was the last day of JC1.

Yes, its amazing. 8 months felt like 2 years.

Well, nothing much has changed.

I still love them.

Absence only makes the heart grow stronger.

Its been hard, but we passed the test of friendship with an A+.

From Val's breakfast, to eating Yu Qian's preserved plums in the chem lab, love notes for encouragement, plus Wenna's cheek pinching antiques, Shar's music to brighten the day, and Gwen's Hello Kitty marshmallows, not forgetting a daily tune or two I would sing as contribution on my behalf. The thought of it just brings it all back.

Im feeling Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

Daddy Lovies Birthday

Marina Mandarin's buffet is love.

Food Whore!

*ignore the false dates*
This is in cronological order, serious.
Dessert is always on top of the list.

1.Hot Cheng Teng.

So yummy with lots and lots of dried logans.

2.Chinese Pancakes stuffed with red bean paste.

3.Durian Puff. (you know I don't eat durian, but this was rather good. The durian taste wasn't too strong, and it didn't leave a strong after taste)

4.Yam Kueh. Still wondering how they got the kueh to look like that. 5. Mango Mousse
6. Rasberry Mousse

7. Green Tea Mousse. yummy

8. Hazelnut Cake. It taste like the Thousand Leaves cake at Coffee Bean.

9. Apple Pie. It wan't that nice. Rather bland.10. Toasted Bagel for starters.11. One good bowl of sweet porriage for a cold rainy day.

12. That very nice fried casing that is supposed to have some radish filling, but I passed on it, cause I just love it plain. hah!

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I know I said I swore off sushi after bf and tons showed me that horrendous video of bunch Japanese fishermen killing dolphins. But I figured I wont be eating any dolphins in my life, so I stopped my boycott.

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13. Nori-tama (Sweeted egg wrapped with seaweed)
14. Uramaki (California roll)

15. Zaru Soba (Cold Saba noodles)16. Chee Kueh. Childhood food.

17. Siew Mai. The meat had a nice soft texture, but it lacked that crunch cause they didn't put in chopped water chestnuts.

18. Sweet Corn Ice-cream! (yam ice-cream at the bottom)
With my rainbow sprinkles, pink chocolate shavings and chopped macadamias.
Afer this, all I can say is LOSE WEIGHT! ROAR!

Happy Birthday Daddy Lovie!

I know he liked that TY Ghost I got him, plus a mixed cd of our fav tunes. whoppie.

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For all my wannabe TaiTai's, here's a lesson on making Muah Chee.

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Directions:

Cut a lil dough, and make sure to dab off all that excess sesame oil.

Modern TaiTai's are thin!

Note: A lil dough goes a long way, cause it yields a lot Muah Chee. Yes it does.

Place dough in mixture of ground peanuts, ground sesame seeds, and fine castor sugar.

SnipSnipSnip that dough into puny pieces.

Your children don't have that big a mouth. Slather each piece with a generous amount of the peanut mixture, and rollrollroll.

Note: You know that everyone around wants a piece of your masterpiece, so use that scissors as a weapon and protect your Muah Chee.Place on a pretty plate and serve to hubby and children.
You'll make the best TaiTai in the world! Wheeee.

It's a Love Story, baby, just say yes.

Darling Hui Ling's Sweet 18

Huiling my Superstar. Ahem. Yuhang's marvelous cactus present ideaAwww. My darlings 18 candles
Make a wish baby! Musical chairs
SCANDAL Sherman and Hongfei's version of Westside story
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING!

loved

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I don't mean to be evil and spoil the happy post, but this happened on the very same night. Oh wells, you can just laugh at my agony to make up for it. Anywho's Oh-so-thrifty Justina decided to save her 45cents on a bus ride from Huilings place to chompchomp, and traded it for a standing ride behide Sherman Tan's bike. Which was a super cool idea in my mind since I have never stood at the back of a riding bicycle in my life.

Here are the outcomes of the ride:

TADAAH!

2 days later...

this is the champion. freakin pain okay.

This is even worse than cheerleading man.

Wanna add more laughter to that?

After like the 3rd or 4th bus stop we passed, I gave up and took the bus with the rest of the other guys. The tyres often touched my legs, thus inflicting the above damages, AND I STILL HAD TO PAY 45 CENTS FOR A BUS RIDE TO CHOMPCHOMP! Go ahead roll on the floor and laugh your ass off. I'm not the sort to curse and swear, but when I was showering that night, I was cursing in my heart. FREAKING PAIN!

Wanna laugh even harder?

When I was reaching home, I saw Jonatons, Kuan Siong and Shengyang again, with their bikes in tow walking pass my house. Guess what? Jonatons bicycle tyre burst and the 3 champions were walking from Serangoon Gardens to Toa Payoh, and it was like 12.30am. Our 3 Trackers reached home at........*Drumroll Please*....2.23am. What sheer determination they have to go home. The soccer gang never fails to amaze me.

you should know it's hard to just forget the past to the pass

Through It All

Admitting to my loss of faith, I fell on my knees and prayed.

Not knowing if it would even reach the ears of the Lord.

Not thinking much about what I did the night before, I went about my day as per usual.

Than someone came back to me.

It only hit me after switching the computer off.

From the bottom of my heart, I thanked the Lord.

Jc has really tested my faith.

In addition to failing every single subject, I failed the most important core subject in life.

I failed you, Lord.

Today I stand before you, with my life in pieces.

On my part, I will spend 10 hours fixing my jigsaw life.

In hope that you'll spare 1 minute to help me.

Cause I really cant do this by myself.

Take it to the Lord in prayer

This is Ground Zero

I cant even believe im doing this.

Im tired of this life.

Im tired of going to a place were all I see are lies and fabricated stories.

Im tired of not getting the attention I need.

Im tired of feeling invisible.

Im tired of proving myself.

Im tired of screaming my lungs out, cause whats the point, no one listens.

Im tired of not getting things the way I want them to be.

IM FREAKING TIRED OF BEING TIRED

Why the hell do you guys try to sympathise for me, when you guys arnt even there when I need you. Ya you can repeat that "you know what honey, although you feel lost in this big ocean, God is always there. He will never leave you. He's there to save you" Oh great thanks. Leave it all to God so that you dont have to do anything. Thanks for feeding/clothing/paying for my tuition fees. BUT ALL I BLOODY WANT IS THAT YOU ARE THERE TO LISTEN TO ME! Asking for that is like asking for the sun and moon combined. Great, I just created my own ocean at 1.25 in the morning.

I cant do this on my own.

Delayed Childhood

Oh crap, I slept the whole of yesterday night. And ya, NO WORK DONE! shitshitshit. Okay from Today onwards, its an OATH.

I WILL STUDY LIKE A DOG

Justina, you are gonna disappoint everyone if you don't get promoted. What the hell are you doing sleeping? You're eyebag reading is just 7mm? Who cares if its 2mm more than what you achieved during the O levels. You had better bang hard on those books now!

Okay after I post this.

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I had this dying crave to feel like a little school girl again. Don't laugh! So I bought myself some $20 white Bata (buy and throw away) shoes. Wheeee. These shoes are more comfortable than my tenthousandpound nike sneakers. Im like the super outstanding person in jc. While everyone is wearing sport shoes, Im wearing white Bata shoes. Whooo.

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Huiling Darling came over to my place yesterday to help me read my Chinese passages. Yup. So kind of her, right. Our late evening snack.
The biscuits are super cute! Actually there is one missing. the one and only pathetic camal in the whole packet. Sigh. Addicted to these bisuits. Love!So we were waiting for her bus, when my King drove pass. Yeah, I pushed Huiling into the SLK and off she went. I hope huiling told my dad about good Justina. haha. Thanks my darling! I can always count on you for some Chinese help, Lovie dovie

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Mooncake Festival is tomorrow! Lantern carrying and mooncake eating. Can't wait. My King bought me my Goodwood Park Hotel 4 eggyolk mooncake. Egg yolk is love. Plus my Queen made a little green frog(thats me!) lantern for me to play. haha. Such a kid man.

Okay, STUDY!

A special good luck to baby love. We will survive promos togerher.

Ulric Sunshine. I need your daily Midnight calls.

Stressed Out

Wooooo.
Met boyfriend today.
Feel kinda bad cause I didn't really eat much of the food which he paid for.
Ya and at the end he was scolding me. Oh wells.
Finding it difficult to get lost into his mesmersing eyes cause of his growing eyebags.
Maybe, its mutual, my eye bags are just as bad.
Im gonna take a ruler and measure my eyebags daily.

Holidays are ending, bummer.
Need to find ways of getting MC for a month so I can cook myself at home to study.
Any suggestions?
Promo's are coming!


NOTE TO BOYFRIEND
In response to your question,
I want to get promoted, so we have to get promoted together baby.
At the most I'll just transfer to your school for J2.
Trust me, I will.
Eat more Smarties baby love, they'll make you smarter.

oh snap, I just did another bf post.

Okay, next post shall NOT be on bf.

Hang in there people!

Notes Piling Up

Justina's great organisational skillsG-TEC-ER!

Okay this is damn hilarious. I showed Aloysius these 2 pics, and he said. "I see lipton tea, my fav". "my fav pen". Woooooo.

Gonna return boyfriend his notes tomorrow, plus get more notes from him. LoveLove. What will I do without him.

I suddenly realise that bf is taking over my blog. haha

Okay and Im missing Xianglin.

I love listening to Akon's Sorry, Blame it on me, when I do math.

Bf sent that song to me.

Remembering when he sang it in the Art Room.

Those were the great times we all spend it the Art Room.

Right Xianglin?

Getaway Tonight

I'm still waiting for my other pictures to come in from yesterday's 5N BBQ at Pasir Ris Park, so I'll just upload the pathetic 2 I have. Pardon me as they are blur.

BOYFRIEND!

I Love this picture of him. Its kinda artistic.

Middle finger - My Bling

Pinkie finger - Boyfriends Bling
WE BUY OUR BLING AT THE SAME STORE!

We're fated to be together. Everyone please keep your hands off Penshah. He's mine. That includes you Sherman Tan.

Wenna Darling was stuffing me with food when I first arrived. Feel very loved by everything she does for me. No one peels prawns for me like she does. Okay I admit, I was lazy.

Feel kinda bad cause Huiling and Xianglin Darlings were doing all the cooking, though I did help out a little. They were the heroes of the day. Lovies! If it weren't for them plus Sherman and the other guys, there would be no bbq people. I'm already missing Xianglin and Huiling.

Roasting the marshmallows, while talking to Yong Keat and Zhen Ying. I was shocked that Burger King told them alot about me. haha. My reaction, "HUH?! Jia Kang told you all that". Jun Xiang is horrible at making smoke circles, he should just stick to smoking without playing with the smoke.

My dad gave Thomas Dear a lift home, he thought Thomas was my boyfriend. Laugh. And I was like, "No, he's too havoc for me". Can't wait for Dear to get his bike license so he can send me to school. Woohoo! That is if he doesn't kill himself before his test. If not, I'll be left with Aloysious.

Havoc guys attract me

Contradiction

What He Does

From the top of the paper, you'll know who I'm refering to.

Just laugh.

This is compensation for our date.

FAINT

BOYFRIEND FORGOT OUR DATE ON NEXT FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!

SO MUCH FOR LOVE!

hmph

Bring On The Rain

I love my dad's banana yellow tie!

Plus, its matches my school uniform. Oh yeah! Though in reality, my schools tie is a HIDEOUS x 10^infinity dark blue(yes, this coloured blue). I just can't help but wonder who was the blind bat who chose such an uncoordinated colour for a tie, to match with a mushroom coloured uniform.

Anywho's, wow a week flew by so fast. It was just Monday when I saw boyfriend for a split second. Laugh.

My Queen just called from Thailand. haha. I'm already feeling the side effects of not having my parents around. Super Lonely. My King is playing golf at 7pm Bangkok time. Funny

Where was I? Oh ya. I hope I didnt make bf late for school the other day. Bleah. I'll be having my important econs test on next Monday and Wednesday. Wish me luck.

Bf's birthday is on Thursday, which is kinda 'great' timing since I freakin end school at 7pm, cause of the extra math lectures. Argh.

Whatever it is, next Friday will be the day yo! Oh snap. I still have yet to get Fish teacher a present, okay I think I will write her a love letter in chinese.(Xianglin/HuiLing, HELP!) So many predicaments, so little time.

Bring on the thunder

He'll Always Be My Burger King

It was the normal econ's tuition with Val, and extra people Ben and Burger King.

Ben objects to any photos to be taken with me. Im one sad soul.
I want Vals spec's
Sigh, my Burger King. It's been a long time since I have seen you.

He looks smarter now, studying all that mechatronics.

Okay so the exams are around the corner for the poly people. Here's wishing them all the best.

You can do it! Woohoo!

Love, Your Dairy Queen