Huiling said that Ben has lost weight, and I didn't believe her at first. But after comparing it with a pic from our 5n days, I will have to agree with her on that statement. hahahaha.
I do admit to being pretty down since I've been back in school. The people you meet there are just so different from the ones I'm used to. Gone are the days where it was all innocence and fun, its now all just dog-eat-dog.
Well, I ended school early today, God knows when I'm starting my cheerleading practice(yes, you heard me right). It so happen to be Zhonghua's Sports Day too. So without second thoughts, I was on the train heading to Serangoon.
Hmm. Who knows when was the last time I saw the Soccer Gang? I actually forgot. Oh wait, it was at Ben's bbq not too long ago. haha. Oh well, it seems like ages to me. The word 'Happy' doesn't come close to what I felt today. It was like that missing part of me was found again, and I have never smiled so much and so long since our Zhonghua days. It was like a life in full circle. Perhaps its just been a long time since I sat with people whom I know of that don't have ulterior motives.
(I don't want our next meeting to be during Teacher's Day. If you were to ever make the time for me, I would make time for you. I have learnt my lesson, I would never push my family and friends aside for the sake of my studies as what I did during the O levels. Lets just say I'm trying to strike a balance now. You should know better, and that is that I will still care for you, be there for you like I have always been. I've stuck with you thick and thin through this 5-6 years and it wouldn't change. )
Sometimes I forsee/fear the day when we go our separate paths. Cause I only have a small pool of friends and I am pretty much close to them, hence it's so difficult when the situation is just out of my control. If you can see, I'm not betting much on my friendships in jc so you guys are actually all I have. On the day that I die, I don't think I would have 5 big buses of people following me to be cremated, but it'll just be comfort to have my small circle of friends and family.
Ok. I need to stop.
My last 2 Pictures!
Yuhang trying very hard to understand why I only play Bubble Puzzle on any game console that walks the earth. 
-I drew a new face and I laughed-
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