Why Don't You Com'on Over Valerie?

"LOOVE!" was what she called me eveyday, and LOVE was what she showered on me with everyday.

Till today,

Valerie is LOVE.

-Cause She's Sweeter than Apple Pie-

What Do You Remember?

If you'd ask me, this is what I would say....

• I'd remember the way he walked into class for lessons, more like he sashayed in actually.
• The way he liked to poke at the teachers desk when he wanted to emphasize a point.
• Why he took so long to mark our test papers.
• The smoky scent our test papers had.
• His Tiffany rings from the Atlas Collection.
• His blue Crumpler that had this funny black and white toy dog keychained to it.
• His black Tucsan which had rainbow coloured toys on display at the front of the car.
• His love for Adidas.

In my mind, I still can vision him walking into class, writing stuff on the whiteboard, and explaining it to us.

Okay, its kinda weird but my brain has got this ability to remember quite alot of useless info. I remember it was nearing the O's, and Mr Kelvin Tan still had yet to return us our test paper. Honestly, I was a tad annoyed, and so was everyone else. And who else could be better at expressing their discontentment than Benedict right? Ya, and so because of that, the voice of Mr Tan screaming "Lewis Tham! Get out of my class!" is still trapped in my head.

His last question to me was, "So where are you now?", and he didn't believe I was in JC cause I wasn't in my uniform. But I guess I proved it to him when I went back for their sports day. That silent smile he had on his face during sports day was the last tangible site I had of him, and well, maybe that last and only picture I would have with him.

Honestly, I never really did pay attention in his class, be it History or Social Studies. I was either caught up with my math and science, my mind was building sandcastles in the air, or the occasional, yet ever so often little naps I would take everytime he showed us videos. And well, sometimes I'm just more interested at looking at his Tiffany rings. bleah

Maybe thats why I'm not cut out for the arts stream. I don't understand why we need to learn about the past, we know the leaders made mistakes, we know that we are supposed to choose our governments wisely, if not we will just crash and burn and be living in slums. I just never really got the subject.

Whatever the case, God had his reasons. With every passing, it only reminds us to live each day like its the last. And we shouldn't be sad about Mr Tan's passing cause he is gonna have eternal life in heaven. So smile you guys, cause I'm sure thats what he wants to see from above the white fluffy clouds.

-That isn't Hitler's moustache, its his nose hair-

REMEMBER?

The Night was a Perfect Shade of Dark Blue

Met Ben at Vivo cause I wanted to watch my Kungfu Panda, but the seats were all way infront. So I passed on the movie. Oh well. We had like 2 hours to pass, so we walked around. Went to Coffee Bean cause Ben wanted his lemon cheesecake. While Ben ate, I did my favourite FOC pastime, People Watching. My Mission: Spot the number of people wearing leggings.

When the guys came, they went to Adidas to play their stupid Euro game, cause Pauline still had yet to reach(The guys spent like an hour at that shop, playing that game. sigh). Huiling and I went to walk around, and I found this super cute sailor striped dress at Forever21. Shall charge to Ben's card next time. hah!

Ben was tired from his chalet, so I was a kind soul.

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When Pauline came, we headed to Clarke Quay for dinner.

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Our BusniessmenDinner!1st picture, Yuhang gives a dumb face 2nd picture, Pauline gets annoyedThat's what sweet couples do.SmilesYuhang so wanted to sit that again.

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From Clarke Quay, we walked all the way to the Fullerton Hotel.

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Our Busniessmen again.

What to get for Ben's Birthday present? Valentino underwear.

It was 12midnight.Say Merlion.Play dead
If you were wondering, Ben's head weighs a ton. Sherman and HongfeiSweet couple
Damn hilarious picture. Yuhang is eating Ben's red sock. Just LaughWalking to the esplanade
Supper!

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The guys than went to the pub next door to watch some Euro football match. And ya, I sat there wondering why guys find football so fascinating. Snore. Shared cabs home. By the time I was home, it was 2 in the morning. Yup, I was home early. Bleah

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Loves

I think this would be our last meeting in the next few months to come. Need settle down and studystudystudy. I'm sure the guys have a ton of their other projects to.

Till then.

-Keep it Strong-

Lost

I guess this would be the time I tell people that I need a break from everything. I really need to find myself right now. Not to sure if I can qualify for the term Depression, but I think Im on my way. It's just that I find it so difficult to sit down and absorb my work. My mind is just so out there that I find it so difficult to contain my thoughts and concentrate. So please do understand. If its one thing that I ask for, its just for your understanding. I know you guys have always showered me with hope, faith and love, and I know I have not been repaying you guys for all that you have done. But I just need to be ALONE, left by my solitary self, away from everything and everyone, and gather my life back together.

Sorry.